Your Lap

Dear Mom,

When my eyes well up with tears

my lips call out you for a hug

When my heart seem burdened, 

my soul's searching for your lap

to lay down.

Mom, you know you're my weakness 

That day when you saw me standing

alone and helpless without any

friends around me You Felt Too Sad 

that's the movement I was broken

because I was the reason for that tears 

All I need is just one relationship that should end on ur lap.

Mom My heart is broken

I don't know how to mend it!  

here I'm just moving like a corpse

is this a conspiracy of fate? 

I even forgot who am I to myself 

mom I wish you to take me back, into 

your lap just as the ocean merges its 

wave's back into it.

Mom unexplainable things are happening around me! all directions seem dark even sometimes I lose you in my slumber will god help me find you back? 

Mom, Even I'm afraid to lose you in my dreams please hold me into our lap for a while.

Mom, was it's a sin that I came into this world? I stayed safely inside your womb for ten months will you carry me once again in ur womb mom?

Mom if you be with me I feel like this whole world is mine, Even if I am grown up, l always need your lap to swing.

Where is my journey going now? Will everything that I dreamed, will go away just as a wish. Since the whole world is against me maybe If I go to hell I don't care During My Lifetime Your lap Is My Heaven...

Because The Word "Mother

Ruling The Universes...