Yet Again, I Failed..

Another failure embraces me,

I lose my hope again,

Things never fall into right places,

They are always pushed and pulled.

I become tired and weak,

It hurts to believe my fate,

But sometimes I wonder if things were easy,

Would at all I have dared to dream.

I sit with my eyes closed,

And meditate through my life,

As silence becomes my dear love,

I hold its hand and fall,

I hope someday I will grow into,

The shapeless shape of my life,

Until then I will keep on going,

Through all the rise and fall.