Where Are You?

Here I sit alone, alone yet not alone.

As you are all that lingers in my mind.

With the world shut around me.

Only you is what I see.

Just the thought of you makes me shudder

With a feeling yet unknown.

Where are you? Is the thought, that is

Stuck in me like a broken tape.

Yet you are unaware of my existence,

Just like me.

My heart swells with happiness with the thought of you,

My soul longs for you,

My body itches for your touch,

My world revolves around you,

Yet you are still unknown to me.

I’m in a mess, a beautiful mess just for you.

All alone by myself gazing at the night sky,

Which is dark yet so ethereal, just like me.

My soul is surrendered by darkness,

Yet it feels like HOME.

Only one thing is missing to make me,

MY world complete, and that missing piece is You.

I know you are out there, somewhere.

Also gazing at the same sky as me.

I envy that moon who gets all the attention,

From that one person who belongs to me.

How beautiful those eyes would be which holds the universe in them, "My Universe”.

Who ones and for all will be my ultimate home.

How those arms would be that its hold is firm yet gentle for me.

Those firm hard chest yet soft for me,

As I surrender my whole and soul and fall into a deep slumber.

And that cold stone heart yet warm for me

That has its own melody that brings me to sleep.

Here I sit with a smile.

With happy tears that adorned my face.

Waiting for you as it takes all of me to withstand it any longer.

Yet I will wait just for you as you are the most beautiful thing that happened.