When Will I Find?

It's been a quite tough time

To be the person that I am

To just have my own plans 

And The future which I decide

When will I find what I been looking for

It's been years that my heart is waiting 

Will my future ever shine? 

And prove those fellas that they were wrong 

"Have faith and trust in your future" 

These are the words I'm hearing from

But will I ever be able to bring them?

From just words to reality?

"You cannot do anything 

You're just a wretch and so worthless"

People be my better judgment and I will be their victim

Oh, why don't they understand why they don't let me be me?

I have heard people saying 

Do this to that and all shit

But how rare are the people who say

Just forget everything and just be me 

Oh I'm sick and so tired of these people

When will these fools understand life's through meaning

They just think its a competition 

When all just run to be 1st and panic for winning 

Life is given to you 

Chase all your dreams

Your ranks won't be remembered 

But your memories will...