When the Birds no Longer Sing

Have you heard the birds sung?
A melodious melody that makes everyone falls asleep?
Have you heard the mute talk?
Or witness the deaf listen to songs?
Look at the mirror,
Doesn't she looks like you?
As if you're a piece of a puzzle, so identical to each other
But how do you both differ?
Is it the world that you both are living?
Or is it the smile that you wear?
Hers reminds me of sweet lollies that was sold on the stores
And her eyes reminds me of the stars as it sparkle with innocence and joy
Yours reminds me of the mask that the clown became accustomed to wear,
With eyes that looks like a blank canvas, so empty, so plain.
What happened?
Where did that girl in the mirror go?
Have she really fallen into abyss
With no one to save her the least?
Look at her, with your soft heart, 
Wait, can you still do it when your heart already became numb?
Is it because the pain became overwhelming? 
That you learned to bear it without talking?
Or have you just became tired of telling it to others,
When you know that they're never interested. 
Have you ever tried to shout it all?
Or you became tired that no voice comes out at all? 
Did everything became exhausting? 
That you just wish to vanish and end everything?