The Long Road To My Mind...

The need for being understood,

The balance topples when I am left all alone.

I need to be included, to be with the others...

A long road...

Lonely and winding...

Will I be ok?

If I am ok, you are OK..

I am getting there. I should not be lonely!

Life in it's myriad hues, and yet no one to take away my blues...

So much to say, if only someone could show me the way.

Winding down and up, looking at my half full/ empty cup

Laughing and crying, elated and sighing...

Living, breathing, moving along...

The need presses on,from within... Listening, waiting, seeing, thinking, sinking.

Letting go.. Moving on to what.. The fear looming large " Will I make it" Will life let me take it?

And there I sit, lonely again... The mind ticking...