The lock in my heart

The lock in my heart is now a bit rusted 

Since the time I bought it, I knew it was busted, 

But nevertheless I needed something to lock it up! 

The heart breaks, the failures, the friends that turned to foes and those foes who fucked us up

The lock just craves for a click to let everything it held inside, out. 

All the madness that occurred through the years raging to be let out 

But lock stands strong.... So far

The tides that turned against it isn't enough

The ones that try to break it, only hurt themselves and the ones that try to pound it, only fall in despair. 

I need a new lock for my heart but I am scared that if I try to unlock it... I might not be able to close it off again