Somewhere In The Dark!

I have fear of waking up               

Every moment feel like giving up

Mornings scare me a lot               

My stomach feels, always having a knot

Around people, I wear a mask of a smiling face                              

They don't know, I am the only participant in this race.  

Each moment, each second feels like forever                              

I don't know when this is gonna be over

I am not getting, what's wrong with me  

But I know, it is taking over me

It's not just temporary sadness, but something deep                   

Avoiding people and not talking to my beloved people now, I should skip

Depression is just like other ailments   

And coming out of this darkness is the only repairment