Reward Yourself

I ran, I stop

Fun to fun

Skin to skin

Wondering why! 

And just sat down all alone

Hoping that darkness called me to lose my true self

Being constantly judged

Make my self conscious up

I ran, I stop

Fun to fun

Skin to skin

Wondering why! 

From whom I am escaping

Of dying stars or of

Fading stars or simply stars twinkling up above and offering so their light to me. 

I ran, I stop

Fun to fun 

Skin to skin

Wondering why! 

Being be a Constantly advised by the youngers

Today I'm this

Tomorrow I'd be someone else

I'll always be here

I won't leave soon

Or I will

All it's my choice entirely

Is the most underutilized

Antidepressants.