Promised Prophecy

My life is utter Failure.

Useless. 

Worthless with Stupidity.

Idiot without the spirit of Knowledge.

Life is pain as fire for me.

I struggled with it.

I dreamed of something but it fades away after the sun rises.

Unable to achieve it I keep hitting the water as a drummer.

Left alone for my miscellaneous.

Birds that flew with me, 

Run away when the hunter aimed the arrows at me. 

Struck by failure.

With effort, but no fruits still.

Stabbed by those I trust.

Cried. I searched for some hearts to understand.

But None is available for me.

Yet I was available for them in their need. 

Their strange looks killed me more.

Their jealousy bites me as venom.

Decided to stab them. 

But Thee Words diverted me.

Unable to stab,

I turned the knife into tears. 

As the horse chased my tears,

At night my pillows comforted me.

Words kills,

But 

Pillows absorb the heart and tears. 

Every blessing was a curse to me indeed.

Because they stabbed my happiness.

With hatredness,

I digged my aim, dream,

Faith and Trust.

And I burried my favourites. 

Full of pain stuffed inside the

Little heart.

Wanna need someone to share it.

Is it sin?

My tutor said, "Sharing will be the best part of the life" 

Is it sin to find someone to share your heart?

It is easy to break the little things,

Especially the heart,

My heart is not a glass,

But the words are painful than glass.

Struck by the words I lost my path. 

Struggling as juggler now,

Tears alone became a father of my life. 

Pain became my daily bread.

Trying to upload my new version,

No network to launch my version.

Still I lost myself. 

Unable to reach out my version.

I was Thrown out as paper,

Thrown as dead insect. 

They say,

"You are blessed with everything you want"

My heart says, 

"I couldn't receive my favourites but my dislikes keep hugging me"

There's a little broken faith. 

There's love inside the broken pieces.

The story will begin when He Reigns my life. 

Always in the lows there's a hope. 

Though weak His Grace strengthens. 

Waiting to unseal the Promised Prophecy.