Power

Just because you loved me didn’t mean I was better than anyone else.

It did not put me in this special category where I could break all the rules and walk on water.

Even if it made me feel that way. Just because you didn’t want me at times it didn’t mean that I wasn’t worth it.

It did not mean that less and that no one could ever love me again.

As much as I want to blame you for tearing out my heart I let you.

I put you on this pedestal as if you were a God.

So when you would do things to hurt me or make me feel bad about myself

it turned into the biggest deceit of my life.

In the end all I felt is that I wasn’t good enough for you.

That I wasn’t attractive enough for you.

The way you treated me made me question everything about me.

I am the silly one for giving you that power and for not protecting myself.

I should have known better than to foolishly believed in you, in us.

Nothing is certain in this world, not even love.