Misinterpreted!

As I stare at those blank white sheets,

I can sense my mind go numb!

It's unusual what I feel today,

My hands fumble to hold the pen!

Some have the talent to write,

While some have the passion!

I write to express my unsaid words,

And represent it as a mere poem!

When our mouth runs out of words,

Our ink flows to spill them out!

Whether it's happy or sad,

Whether it's bitter or sweet!

But today my hands are frozen,

Frozen with the burden of feelings!

I don't know what to write,

I don't know how to write!

I feel myself losing,

Losing to the turmoil inside me!

I can feel happiness and grief, 

I can feel anger and sarcasm!

My heart has lost all its senses,

And mind its feelings!

Just like I mismatched the words above,

I feel like I mismatched my life too!