it's difficult to live my paralyzed life

till the other day, I fought with myself, to trust you and, not to trust you,

to be living, just about, in this box called, my body, which hardly moves,

it's difficult, hope you understand, to trust you, in this paralyzed state, both me and the world, for me,

you don't understand, or do you act, not understanding, 

step into a box, stay inside for one minute, difficult isn't it, to live my life, for a minute,

true, I cry, but it hardly matters,....