In An Ocean

I am in an ocean,

Drowning but unable to share my emotion.

Trying to fit in with everyone,

But so much different I am.

Just flipping the pages of my life,

I am finding a day when I had a smile

But I can't find any.

Is it because I am giving up before it is steady?

My heart is damaged and very scared,

I can't fall again and break apart.

Someone come and open the doors of the room,

I am suffocating and running out of air.