I Just!

I just really 

Want to quit,

Quit writing 

Stop, fooling 

I am a broken

Writer, my writing 

Depicts a lifeless 

Man with no place 

To stay...

I just want to 

Leave the pen

And embark on

A new journey just 

Barking freedom out, 

All these stored emotions 

Are too much to bear, dear

While I try to help others 

Mine beat and pierce 

My flesh deserting 

Me motionless an

Empty can, without 

The notion, no portion 

Of cure can heal me.

I just want to fly like 

A bird without worries,

Swim like a fish 

Without phobia, 

Run faster like the 

Leopard without 

Staring back. If I 

Just could camouflage 

Myself from the world 

Like a chameleon, be

Free to spread my wings 

Be lazy like a snail 

But nail food faster 

Like the speed of 

Bullet tongue of a

Lizard, I just want 

To drop the pen, 

Give it to someone 

So I could rest 

Walking freely.