I can't afford

I am sorry,

For loving you,

And expressing affection,

For showing PDA,

I am sorry,

for following you,

To safeguard you,

from destiny's games,

I am sorry,

To bury the secrets,

To protect,

Your dignity in the group,

I am sorry,

for erasing Chats and promises,

To give you freedom,

From the stalkers,

I am sorry,

Call me a coward,

Or name me anything,

I can't fake it,

Not anymore,

I can't afford to love you,

By hating me every time,

By damaging myself,

Then and now,

So,

I am sorry.