Furious

I can't take pain anymore 

My eyes are saving tears for prayer 

My body is aching to kneel infront of God 

My words are stammering with absolutely pain 

I need freedom from everything 

Everything i had I'm losing now 

I don't want to take pain 

My strength is weakening day by day 

I'm frustrated and furious about the situation 

But I can't do anything, 

God can do Something. 

I don't know maybe he is testing me for much time 

To develop me into a greater version of myself.