Flames of warmth

Sometimes I think am a fraud..
 Hiding all the fire within..
Spreading coldness around
 But burning self within for real
 Scars and burns within
 Hidden behind a veil so thin
That it catches the attention of an observant beholder
Who am I ? For real..
 What if the mask falls away,
Will I have the same warm welcome then too.?
Whom do I love? For real..
For love was a divine force till now..
When eyes close on its own,
Is it to hide the tears?
Or are they tired of the expectations,
No more expectations,
the divine force say
Beckoning me to melt in the cosmic.. Surrendering and letting go ..