Dear Self, Sorry

Dear self,

I am very sorry

I hurt you for no reason

I compare you with others, even I know that everyone is unique.

Am really sorry

I am very very sorry

I don't care about you as much as you need 

I love you but you deserve more love from me than I can't give you.

I felt sorry for that moment when I insulted you without knowing

I am really very very sorry

I know you can do everything, what you wished for

But after knowing this, I don't believe in you.

I know you are limitless but after knowing that I didn't value you.

I'm very very sorry that I only show your weakness but never tried to convert it into strength.

I know you can do everything but after knowing that I stopped you.

I miss that chances.

I'm sorry for everything that I did knowingly or unknowingly 

I'm sorry.