Confusion

My mind is confused yet again, 

You left me when I needed you, 

Turned your back on me, still I pleaded you, 

Ignoring my tears, you left me in pain, 

My mind is confused yet again. 

Through that dark phase somehow I fought, 

Tried to forget the memories I got, 

Felt as if every moment was of vain, 

My head was entangled with thought chain, 

My mind is confused yet again. 

I then, decided to let it go, 

Even had breakdowns which I didn't show, 

Now you're back and expressing sorrow, 

But the agony will remain, 

My mind is confused yet again.