Apotheosis Of Love

Where am I? Oh! Where am I?

I feel so formless

yet no uneasiness

Where am I?

It feels like many a week 

yet I do not feel weak.

Oh! Where am I?

Spare me the mystery

for you alone feed me.

Where am I?

Ah! finally a faint sensation

Am I an incarnation?

Where am I?

Oh! they're my fingers,

yet the confusion lingers

Oh! Where am I?

I hear something!

A rythmic beating.

What is it?

OH! Where am I?

A ray of light!

Hey, its my sight. 

Tough luck I still

cant find the hilt.

Oh! Where am I? 

I kick about

in a frenzy bout.

Oh! My strenth 

and its old scent.

Yet I know not,

Oh! Where am I.

I feel like you squeeze

yet am still at ease!

Oh! The wondrous feel.

I am alone

but feel not lone,

for your unseen presence

has become my essence.

I hear your voice

talking, singing, preaching 

and loving.

 

What a friend you are!

'Be with me forever'

my prayer.

Where am I?

 

to the thought

I give an eye.

Your love is a bounty 

and it comes aplenty.

but then...

I start to drift

away as if

we had a rift.

A pang of agony

and all I do is cry.

Ignorant of what beholds

I reach out to you

to hold.

Washed into a new world

harsh and cold

I wail for your warmth

and close my eyes

I hear a painful wail

it was yours,

I flail.

With fear and pain

little sight I gain

all the while in fear.

A faint cheer I hear

I look up

and it was you.

Your loving smile

a gentle touch

and a little kiss

were all I had

thought amiss.

All my despair

had gone into thin air.

Then I knew not who

'you' were,

but now I know

Dear Friend

you are my

'MOTHER'.