My dearest Theodore, I'm still in love with the way I remember you. My dearest Theodore, I'm still in love with the way I remember you.

You needed time and I wanted reassurance My heart asking for the December snow, You needed time and I wanted reassurance My heart asking for the December sno...

I hope you're happy like you deserve to be without me. I hope you're happy like you deserve to be without me.

But can you make me feel what it's like to be? But can you make me feel what it's like to be?

Dearest Lover, Taking your name under forbidden skies Dearest Lover, Taking your name under forbidden skies

A mournful wish, a widower even after his marriage. A mournful wish, a widower even after his marriage.

Under the tree, beside the shadows My lips quiver your name Under the tree, beside the shadows My lips quiver your name

Yet I loved it cause it was still mine. Yet I loved it cause it was still mine.

Why do I feep like bawling my eyes out till it feels like somone shoved a pencil in my eye socket?' Why do I feep like bawling my eyes out till it feels like somone shoved a pencil...

A heartbroken poet, a half-written poem Awaiting insights and completion A heartbroken poet, a half-written poem Awaiting insights and completion