An Honest Expectation

An honest faith I have,

In the expectations that I behold,

This is another phase my dear,

The story is yet to unfold.

Together, forever are not mere words,

They are the feelings that I live,

For all the mistakes that may be made,

I'm living in the hope that you forgive.

From meeting as strangers,

Till talking as friends,

Then loving unconditionally,

All the feelings that we comprehend.

Something seems missing now,

Wait wait and wait all around,

Itching, scratchy heart all the way,

Frustration, irritation is all that surround.

Mood swings getting worse,

More control I need but don't know how,

The one who made you feel special yesterday,

Is making you feel unwanted now.

No matter how much I get hurt,

Can't change what my heart says,

I want you in my life,

And I want you in all the possible ways.