Think Because It's Free
Think Because It's Free2 mins 73 2 mins 73
As I kept walking in my mind in a loop like a madman not knowing where exactly my destination was. Many thoughts came across my mind. All of them were about my life i.e,. My childhood and my teenage, What have I even done in 17 years of my life?, I have never done anything bad to anyone, Or have i?, I have never broken anybody's heart, Or have i? All these thoughts came across my mind and was crossing my mind again and again in a loop with no end to these. These are the thoughts of people before they die right? Will I die without even finding love? Moreover, will I die without even finding the true me? What do I want? All I could do is stare at the blank paper infront of me and think Who is the real me?, What does the real me want me to do?, Where do I see myself in future?, Do I see myself sitting in front of a computer with no clue on how to write a computer program?, Do I see myself working under someone and fulfilling their demands? or Do I see myself being the boss?, Do I see myself watching fashion shows with beautiful models walking down the ramp draped in beautiful clothing? or Do I see myself wearing one of those dresses and walking down the ramp myself like a queen?
This might seem like the thoughts of an overthinking teen but trust me it's not. It's the fear of being useless, the fear of getting lost in this big world, the fear of blening in too easily. These are the fears that are making her think so much. As everyone says there are plenty of fishes in the ocean just like many options and choices in this life. 'BUT HOW YOUR LIFE TURNS OUT DEPENDS NOT ON HOW MANY OPTIONS YOU HAD, BUT ULTIMATELY ON HOW MANY CORRECT OPTIONS YOU CHOSE'.
If you don't want to stare at a black paper like her then think, think a lot, think correctly, think carefully and keep thinking till you find the correct option or options for yourself and once you are done, don't waste your time on thinking if you can do it or not instead do what you wanted to and when you feel like giving up think again on why you started doing it in the first place.
Thinking doesn't cost you money. Maybe that's the reason why great people always suggest us to THINK.