The Last Days Of Loneliness

Losing everything overnight is hard, to not see the avalanche of despair and sorrow that is yet to come is even worse. A life is lost by one selfish decision. The thought of losing all that has been precious and normal in your life with no chance of getting it back is devastating. All emotion, feelings, any hope for the future is changed forever. To even try to convince yourself that you can move on is impossible when you have no support or family nearby. With this sudden, unexpected change comes more unseen troubles that push you to the absolute breaking point Multiplying bills, unemployment, poverty, homelessness. The anxiety and depression that kicks in are overpowering. No hope for tomorrow. Nothing gets better, it only continues to get worse. To be completely alone puts you in a tales pin with no way out of it. You just continue to spiral downward. Caring less everyday of what happens. You can turn to God, and ask him for his guidance, but he might be too busy to listen. The solutions are many, but with no available resources nearby they become more reduced to fewer options. To leave this world of pain and heartache is welcomed. No more pain, no more struggling, no worse luck. No more being completely alone.