Elapsed emotionally

Elapsed emotionally, I whimper at the attempt of caging myself internally, before leaping into the pits of self awareness, the sore of breathing thru my skin, and reaping apart veins that misconducted me to a vortex of half truths. Miserably standing tall against a system I've generated from the tangled threats - the consequence of my heart's over consumption - in a trial of seeking forged warmth, I succumb to the freedom of self invasion - a pity poured from astray ecstasy and disorientated passion.