Why Do I Write
Why Do I Write


Somewhere in a dingy old cafe
A boy sits alone
Relating to Amir
Trying to trade hurt for love
Stealing love from his father's pocket
Slipping hurt into his friend's
And closes the book shut
I am the book
Making guilt look okay
Bringing to light
How we are all crafted of sins and forgiveness
There is this girl
Very far away
From herself
Listening to
''Baby don't cut''
On repeat
With a blade in her hand
She cuts anyway
Seeing silver turn to crimson
I am that drop of blood
That falls to the ground
Screaming
The tear that refuses to drop
I am nothing more than a drop
In an ocean of ache
Or hope
You get to choose
In the broken land of Syria
A child prays
That he doesn't fall prey
To death tomorrow
Like his mother did yesterday
That when he wakes up
His hom
e is still there
He sleeps within a giant bomb
That explodes
When you least expect
I am Syria
I am the prayer
And the thin line between
Life and death
I am the poem
That a poet spills
While loneliness
Paces in the backdrop
I am the artist
Who invites anxiety
To dinner every evening
And then moulds her
Into an invisible portrait
I write for everything
Not happy
I write for that boy
For Amir
I write for that girl
Who let's blood speak
I write for Syria
For death
For the people who fear death
And the ones who know it too well
I write for everything ugly
And sad
I write for agony
For joy always comes in a crowd
But agony comes alone
Is alone
Has always been alone
Let's not leave it alone
This time
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Why do I write?