Untold Feelings

It doesn't matter

That I am your tenth priority

My thoughts will never come to you

But you are all I have

Maybe I am not the greatest

And I know I may not give you the world

But the place where your needs end

And the place which resides your soul

I consider it to be my life's biggest goal

No matter how much spark there's between people

I believe there's light between us

For spark doesn't last and it often dims fast

But for me, you are the last and first

And no matter how dull it looks to you

It will be all that I can ever offer you

I'll love you till my last breath, I promise

Till your ignorance chokes my feelings to suffocate

For I am bad at being humble 

And good at hiding the love

But upon your intentions, I always stumble