To My Subconscious Mind

I feed you with thoughts that are nothing but white lies,

Yet you accept them and disguise them as a reality,

Though my heart contradicts those thoughts,

You suppress those contradictions,

And make me believe in what I made you believe.

I clean out my memory, my sorrows, 

Sorrows which now no longer seem to exist,

They didn't vanish, nor did I accept them,

They are just suppressed by the thoughtful lies of my subconscious mind.

Don't stop pretending, or I may stop living again,

Let me be at peace with my lies,

For I want to be free from all the ties,

My heart will cry today,

But tomorrow we will see a better day!

Don't judge me for what I say,

I can't resist the truth,

But I don't want to accept it either,

I can live with the lie,

But I don't want to die with it either!