Thoughts

Being positive is a hard thing to do

When negative thoughts, run through

People say get out, go enjoy life

For some reason, it just doesn't feel right

Like a shirt that's twice my size, or a pair of pants that fit tight.

I look forward to days, just for the night.

I've tried looking at life

On the brighter side

I often notice these voices, 

I hear the advice

No one seems to be by my side.

I have children 

I feel bad that I'm not the mother they deserve 

Every day I try to be

Doubts linger

Being positive is a hard thing to do

When negative thoughts continue to flow through you.