The Two Week Wait!

My life has been reduced to an endless waiting game, waiting for the win of my life, just to end up losing again.

A month after month goes by in the anticipation of good news. Its a vicious cycle every month, working hard to reach your goal for the first 12–14 days and just waiting for getting the fruit for the next 15 days, not ready to accept the fact that I might never get the fruit.

I thought I will get used to it with time, I thought the pain will become less, I thought I will get used to of failing, But alas! That’s never the case

Its like winning is engraved deeply in my DNA, and I just can’t accept the defeat.

Hence, this evil two-week wait every month becomes a lifetime of waiting, waiting to be happy, waiting to hold a sweet little bundle of joy in my arms.

But I don’t want to wait forever, I want the wait to end, I just want this two-week wait to end!!!!