The Ordinary Defect

Inside I am everything, but outside?

I am nothing,

Just another face in the crowd,

With desires in my heart I shout,

They laugh, they don't know how it feels,

Being one among them, with 'no-name' we live.

If I am different, I am abnormal,

If I am like them, then who am I?

If I try to run, I am betraying them,

If I die here, for what reason was I born?

If I live 'my life', I am selfish,

If I help them, then I am a fool,

If I forgive them, then I am a tool,

If I am hurt, then I am cruel,

And if I try and not succeed, then I am a failure.

Dear criticizers you never failed to make me cry,

Your hatred for me makes me stronger and I never fail to try,

I am not successful, not yet,

But one day I will, and you shall see I bet.