The Magic Miracles

Oh life are you really 

Are you miracle

Thankful I am and always will be

For all what I am and what I will be

I throw a coin into a well

High in the air and then it fell

I watched it as it makes a splash

Then disappear in a flash

A wish was made secretly

Hoping it would come to be

My reflection only would appear

From the water crystal clear

I saw my image and then I thought

My wish must have turned to naught

I wished for someone I could love

Then saw my image from above

But maybe my wish has come true

Because when I smiled, so did you

No longer would I criticize

With what I saw with my own eyes

I walked away with that smile

And for once not in denial

I learnt a lesson I can't ignore

That love could never be wished for

Because love's a feeling which is felt

Not ever a magic card that's dealt

And if I first don't love myself

Neither then would anyone else

For everything what I ever had

Whatever it was good or bad

You showed me what I couldn't see

Deep secrets which I couldn't foresee

The reality of the world we live in

What people try to hide deep within

Thanks for the lessons you taught

It would be this bad I never thought

My faith in you has become stronger

Am not fighting my fate any longer

With open arms I do accept everything

For your sake I will accept anything

It doesn't matter if it will be painful

I will take it all and believe it's joyful

My Lord I have sacrificed my will

I have no more wishes to fulfill

My only wish is complete devotion

Your order may be my only motion

Fill my heart with love which is pure

For this broken heart it is the only cure

I wish no long life in this earthly prison

It is like a cage and I feel like a pigeon

My eyes cry tears and heart bleeds

I hope you will forgive all my bad deeds

I have struggled to find my purpose

Now I know and it seems to be close

Nothing else is true nothing is lasting

Only you and your love is everlasting

If you would give me a little drop of it

I would sacrifice all for this little bit

It would bring to life all what has died

All what has been erased and nullified

Oh God my days and nights are dark

To enlighten this candle I need a spark

I will burn in your love till I dissolve

My non-existence I wish to convolve

In the end nothing in this world is real

It won't last anyhow so what's the deal