The Infighting

The infighting 

Between my wishes 

And 

Unwantedness continues. 

Sometimes crave wins 

And 

Sometimes unselfishness wins. 

Being a witness, 

I see my massacre, 

I see my helplessness. 

I nibble my lips, 

To Remain 

With no solution. 

Time stops to ridicule 

And 

I hold nothing to answer. 

I remain a loser

And I remain a winner 

As if I am in rame.