That Level Of Confidence

I wish I could get back that level of confidence back in me

The one which I had when I was 2...

Legs shaking and wobbling 

Falling again and again while taking steps

But still getting up without any regret

or expectation of help

I wish I could get back that level of confidence back in me

The one which I had when I was 3...

Listening and trying

Unknowingly speaking many wrong words to people

But still managing not to hurt someone

I wish I could get back that level of confidence back in me

The one which I had when I was 5...

Playing and living into my own dream world

When parents were the only thing I want with me before I go to bed and as soon as I open my eyes in the morning

But still expressing this love without any shyness or embarrassment

I wish I could get back that level of confidence back in me

The one which I had when I was 7...

Being happy by having ice-creams and chocolates

When small things like these seem like getting some treasure 

But still attention was not that important and the only thing that matters was own happiness

I wish I could get back that level of confidence back in me

The one which I had when I was 10...

Not knowing something called ego, superior or inferior

When truth, respect, sorry and manners were the things I actually practiced and valued

But still forgiving someone and not holding grudges was just like my cup of tea

I wish I could get back that level of confidence back in me

Now, when I am trying to fit into this world

And trying to figure out myself