Strange Fiction

Does one really know?

One really just hates oneself

Every day, one wakes up

get on with life, as it is

One felt as if one is doing something that One should not do

As the Japanese say, You wear 3 masks

one which is shown to everyone, one to be shown in front of close friends, one in front of family

the real identity still remains masked to all but YOU

One rarely unmasks

One rarely reveals one's secrets

To those whom One Unmasks,

One says, "Don't consider yourself special, I just have decided things to go as they are"

And then, comes the dire time period when

One just end up hating oneself

curbing the hell of life one receives

When your loved ones are the ones who hate you, you do not hate them, you just get disappointed in yourself

One Hence decides

for one, One Loves no one but oneself

but, that indeed is not possible

only because the only thing that is taught is Hate

Love itself comes naturally and is twice as strong as the hate if not less