Savior

Save me

For every morning the white walls seem to bleed 

The windows closed in deafening silence

As my sunken eyes and violent cries

All lead to an unfathomable abyss 

And all I can feel is abhorrence 

Save me

For every afternoon I'm struck with the urge to break open something

Just so my broken soul can relate

Adding another scar to my esteemed collection

And then I close my eyes, hoping I recuperate 

Save me

For every evening I can feel the walls closing in around me

Taunting me, daring me to breathe

But I know if I throw open the windows

That creep down the road will see it as his opportunity

To unsheathe upon me, his lewd perversity

Save me

For every night I stare into the darkness emptily

Waiting for sleep to finally claim me

But when it finally comes in the wee morning hours

It plagues me with humiliating situations and belabors

Save me- But no one comes

And that's when I see the most frightening thing of all

I must push myself out of the darkness that has claimed me

And the air of calamity that surrounds me

Because my inner demons will yield to no one but me

I must save myself

Without your help