Opening....Or Dead End

Is it an opening... or dead end,

My mind blows but doesn't get the bend.

Warm lands and sunrises embrace me,

Gentle winds and rude conditions soothe me.

Step by step I pushed the dark part of my mind,

Step by step I welcome the vacant part of my mind.

One more time

Let me open the door, feel the dew, and don't mumble,

Let me see the light at the end of tunnel and don't rumble.

Sometimes I think,

Is it an opening....or dead end,

My mind blows but doesn't get the bend.