Only If I Could Turn A Leaf

Oh! it seems to be very cold here

But the skew skew sound is not a breeze

My eyelids couldn’t be opened properly

My body seems to be bulky

My spine shivers with pain

My semi-conscious mind wage through my past

Only if I had the time to help the blind man cross the road

Only if I had the heart not to hurt people around me hard

I did not try to help the poor

I did amass wealth

I realize now that I cannot take with me anything

I realize now that I am nothing

I cannot bear the pain

I cannot hold my tears

Oh, God! The skew skew sound is getting louder and louder

Oh God! Give me the courage to turn off the ventilator.