My Atomic World

I am burdened by disappointments with my own,

Knew about the world at an atomic level when I was seven years old

Thanks to my memories, I was blown away that day in my mind,

And when now in this modern world my faded theories I rewind

How bad I got in mathematics the language I need to learn so madly,

How I studied unnecessary, shallow earthly matters that I lost myself partially

Let me refresh my discoveries and let me know how world worked at atomic level,

Let me believe that I can, being unknown to this world discover again,

Just like that evening when I held up my head against the universe,

And thought about the smallest particle of my invisible matter

I thought about what it must be doing at their homes

Just like that, let me be curious again.