Lost in process

I don't know a lot of things 

I'm always running away from people 

I want to hide my feelings 

Because someone become close to me they're hurt 

I can't take the pain anymore 

I lost many people 

I don't know why 

They started to believe there is no God 

For a little pain 

But I always think of how great I'm to breath 

They don't understand the reason 

But I understand it. 

It is more about the world not about one person 

Because God treats everyone equally.