Lopsided

You were looking outside it.
But I was waiting in it.

I thought why not take you in,
and live life together with the thrill of it.

You are quiet, you seem charming.
The first time I watched you, I got elated.

Since that time I became determined to show you my love.
Because we are meant to be, and I know
you are the one I deserve.

There are many who eye you.
But that doesn’t mean my
love won’t pass through.

Every day after classes, you hang your bag cycling up gracing the road in the evening time.
Trust me, watching your hair trail behind I don’t know what happens to my mind.

An hour and a half I wait for you every day.
In all those 15 minutes of watching you,
my mind has registered your elegant gait.
That is what keeps me from thinking
that my efforts aren’t going in vain.

Doesn’t really matter what other girls look like.
I want you to be mine, and that is all what matters
right now in life.

Sometimes I think I’m wasting my time.
That is what all my friends say.
But this sweet connection that we share
that is what motivates me enough to care.

But then looking at the possibility of
us being together I think I should just stop standing outside,
and dash into the room to say that I love you.

But then that’s just my mind projecting positive thoughts.
I know I’m caught in a knot. Maybe this was just supposed
to be one sided love.

Maybe, just maybe, I’m outside my turf.

Goodbye.