I Think Am Living A Wrong Life

On the glint of a sunset

I sprint to my weeping willow

And embraced my pillow

Scary thoughts assailed my dreams

I heard the screams

Of my inner soul ;

A statue of my console

Tears sprang up in my heart

I used slang for myself ,

Just for myself

I think am living a wrong life

I realized , My Failures weren't my teachers

My experience was a pit of odds and ends

My dreams were curtailed to a box

I lived like a cunning fox

Thinking of myself and just myself

Betrayal was the most used weapon

Every action was reckoned

Friends made for luxuries

Life thought of making a history

But became a controversy

Blood filled with ego and anger

An unacknowledged chamber of jealousy

What's happening is anti to ecstasy !

It's a wall for my destiny

A never-ending battle between my mind and heart

A never-ending tackle between my mind and heart

My soul cut the strings of my emotions

I felt feeble today

Being good and kind now looks illegal

I think of becoming an eagle

But at the end of the day ,

I become an undreaming beetle

I think am living a wrong life

Complexity of situations

Intensity of negativity

Supremacy of insensitivity

And eventually these all

Kills my words of melody

The honey of my words turn to toxic

Life's gonna continue cause clock's tick

There's even spots on the Moon

My time will come so Soon

I don't just wanna dream

I want to live it

I want to fly

I want to rise up above the sky

I want to feel liberated

I want to be unmasked

I want to be authentic

I want to live my Life