I Hate Myself

I hate myself for being weak,

For pretending to be strong even though I'm sick,

I hate myself for being lazy,

For the attitude and ugly personality.

I hate myself for always acting smart,

Even though the truth is, I'm totally dumb,

I hate myself for talking too much,

Even though I really want to shut up my mouth.

I hate myself for laughing at petty jokes,

I hate myself for smiling,

Even though inside of me I am sad and crying.

I hate myself for being too sensitive,

For crying in just a simple insult,

I hate myself for crying whenever I am scolded,

And for building up a wall and acting cold.

I HATE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM.