Gyromancy

I climbed a tree today to wish you a happy new year

You were nowhere I looked around and you were not here

I hear the sound of old guitars

Remember passings

I think of you. You're not around and I am still here

Why I remember in your bed we had it all dear, all the laughter

I hope the listener can figure out you are not here

And how all the laughter disappeared

'Cause you are not here

Sometimes I want to throw myself off taller buildings

I could just let them out

Burst into tears or something

How could I let you out of

What was best for me

Las Vegas nights are brighter

Its night sky now too cloudy

I can not see the shooting stars or hear pal call out "howdy"

Remember 60's acts, the crowd would roar in laughter

How all that laughter disappeared

When you were not here

I spin around, I lose my mind when I fall down

Because my memory is so unkind to me

Keep thinking of you constantly

I know I died when I was three but, that was different

Before I met you, saw you smile and heard you giggle

I know it's crazy in my mind you're in that blue dress

The one that had that white bow tied

The one that made you gift-wrapped

Now all I do is suffer from gyromancy

I spin around, so dizzy

But, I can't spell anything

And all the people might be just there laughing at me

But, didn't you hear

That all the laughter disappeared

When you were not here