Graveyard

In the hope of unfolding the ludicrous knotted lies 

I want to unravel so much more 

Maybe something far beyond the milkyway galaxy and blackholes 

And in case I do 

I want to close my eyes 

Not just to feel the darkness 

But to live through the void too 

Somehow in that very moment 

I want to feel nothing at all 

And so much that is almost foregone too 

And somehow 

If I ever could reach that epitome of ecstasy 

I want to end up there 

In the monotonous loop 

Of darkness and void 

Happiness through the fading wildflowers and mushrooms outside the graveyard 

So, honey... 

Let me hold on to my fears and scars like my only antidote for the dying soul