Go ahead

I have issues that can't be resolved 

 My thoughts are irrational

 

My ideology is against everyone 

 Many times I asked god to take me away from this world

 

But he always told me 

 That I've a reason to live in this world

 

I will be staying here until then,

 I won't let my guard down cause 

 

If I did that evil is going to consume my thoughts

 I've to fight evil with the power of god.