Giggling angels

Hurdles shooting pain in me 

As the angels watch and laugh in glee

Sins committed, rotting me from inside

Crying and weeping, will the pain subside?

Kneeling before the almighty, emotions rotting away

Smiling through adversaries, killing the soul by the day

Mistakes and miseries, seeping in me

Life has become too misty to see

Finally the god arrives, laughing with his angels

While I weep through blood, while grief in me wages

I ask God, will I go to heaven or hell

He says that's for my angels to tell