Fight With Inner Self

I'm in a fight 

With myself.

I want to live 

For myself. 

I want to love 

Myself. 

I want to talk 

To myself 

But

I don't remember 

When I lived 

For myself for the last time. 

I don't remember 

When I listened to myself 

For the last time. 

I don't know 

All my efforts are

For whom. 

I know 

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I'm not going to 

Get anything from anyone. 

The love 

That I'm looking for 

Won't get from others, 

It's within me.

I'll have to stop seeking it

From others,

I'll have to make peace 

With myself 

And develop 

The bond with my inner self

But all my efforts 

Are in vain. 

I fight against myself daily  

And I lose this battle daily.