Faded

I have desired to loose me in your sight,

That is how I have dreamt all my night,

I have desired to wake in the manner so same,

That is how my life I did frame.

The thought got stronger, my conscience gave a shout,

I wished someday, somehow you heard me out,

What else could be said in the new year rhymes,

Which had already not been said a thousand times.

I may seem to be the quintessential guy so tough,

The day is not too far, when I have had it enough,

I wont mind walking past you, be it difficult howsoever,

Silence will be my weapon and smile will be my power.

The desire seems dying, the frame left incomplete,

Leaving behind me, with myself to compete,

Hallucinating I was, may be thinking that you need me as I did,

Believe me I want nothing of the past redid.